Well,

It's been a long time since I've written a journal even though I've begun a new one several times.

There has been so much going on in my mind for a while and the times I've satten down do write about it I've become sort of 'stuck'.

I think there have been two reasons for that.

1) In the end I've felt that what I have written end up becoming TOO personal to share the way I've said it. Even though it actually isn't THAT bad but somehow it has just felt wrong to submit it at the time.

2) This is probably the main reason for reason #1. It's taken some time to get a hold on but the reason I wasn't ready to share anything is because I myself hadn't got all the thing in my head straightened out yet. And how can you explain or tell about something in i right way when you haven't gotten it right yet in my own mind?
Answer - you can't (at least I can't).

BUT - and it's a good 'but' for me - I've gotten to the point where I've got all the thing straight in my head along with most of my personal life .. YAY!

So this means I've got two new projects involving dA.

1) I'll write a journal or two (probably quite long) one of the following days where I have better time to do it. It will be about a lot of the things that's been blocking me for a long time. If anybody at any point are going to read it, I don't know but I think I need to do it as some kind of self-therapy

2) As a fun project for myself, I'll actually start submitting some of my (absolutely on amateur plan) photos I've taken during the last couple of years. I wanna do something else than just commenting on others submittings and I'll TRY if I can't make my profile more interesting.
Yeah.. this is going to be fun. Also to hear if someone actually like some of my photos besides (of course) family and friends.

To those who read this: Thanks for the patience and the time you've used for this not-so-short journal .. and behold.. more is to come

OH .. btw .. am I the only one whose dA doesn't seem to update the submittings??
I've had the same submissions in both the 8 hours/24 hours and Last 3 days ..for two days now.
I get (some) of the new journals, comments, answers etc. in my inbox but the browse-page isn't changing.